Two days to 2010! I don’t know whether to be happy or sad about it.
This year I also acquainted with many famous people. And also dealt more with people than I’ve ever done in any other year of my life. I realise that when someone you’re close to is gone (death/not in contact with) you hang on to every fragment of memory you can remember. Good or bad. I guess it’ll be the same as this year’s memories. I’m going to cherish and hold on to happy times, but still take note of all unpleasantness that hit me.
I see the new year as a fresh start; clean with a new resolution.
But before that happens I would like to apologise for all the times I was hurtful, spiteful, rude or just plain mean. I learn that you forget whom you hurt, but the person who was never does. I wish I could take back my words, undo my actions or even redo situation. Since (obviously) I cannot the only thing I hope for is that you will forgive me.
In 2010, one of my resolutions is to forgive and ask to be forgiven. Quickly.
Another is to stop asking myself “How can I do this when I can’t even fill in the blank?”. The right question is “Why can’t I do this?”. I’ve always thought I was a positive person. But no, I was mainly optimistic. I resolve to believe in myself more in the coming year, to achieve higher targets. It wouldn’t be just, Come on Pranav you can do this. It shall be I can do this. Hmmm…
I’ve adopted a “If you’re not happy in life what’s the point?” mindset. I think it needs a slight change. If you’re not happy in time to come, what’s the point? I have to stop living for the moment only and begin planning ahead. Temporary satisfaction lasts only so long; then it’s back to figuring out how to make up for it.
I am feeling good today. 
My earlobes are tingling with excitement for 2010 now hahaha…
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE
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